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Things have been going weel. All test came back clean, feel goood, blood pressure is down and I am on the last full day of a great visit with my son and daughter in law. I haven't spent much time with Katie before and she is wonderful. A beautiful, fun, intelegent young women. I have enjoyed this weeken beyound any expectations. DC is a fantastic place to visit. Will have to bring Sam next time.

Some things never change

The QSA banquet was ok just went on to long. Sam was at the boat and I just didn't want to hang out and not spend time with her. She is an amazzing daughter. Not sure why I have two great children but I am so lucky. Getting more excited to see Matt every day.

And the beat goes on

Well all the test are in and they didn't find anything other than a slight blockage at end og esophagus so I am a little happy. Things seem to be as normal as is possible. Need to get some work done on engines and get them right so I can make a few river trips this summer. A little over a year ago lost dad and I miss him and think about him often he would have enjoyed the boat even though he had a heart for sailing. Guess I am just to lazy to do all the work to sail. Might not be so bad in the gulf. Winter seems to be fading and I am glad, hate cold. Getting excited about seeing Matt and Katie in March.

Just thinking about why I am here and still kicking. I have no fucking idea. Thank you what ever power you are. Just finished some real soul searching thoughts with my sister and gave her this site. Really mixed about that she is the reason I do this. Knowing she will pass it to Matt and Sam, but thinking I would pass it after I was able to write something worth sharing. Oh well maybe she won't find it for a while.

Hey it's Foggy outside

Saturday morning Sam is still sleeping, I ahve had breakfast and a cup of coffee. It seems I am becoming a morning cofee drinker. Not sure why but enjoyed it today with a good breakfast. Scheduled for an upper GI on Wednesday hope it is as cleean as my colonoscopy was. I am a little frustrated with the doctors office not Dr. Gordan. I really enjoy foggy mornings once in a while the quiet and calm on the river is nice. Storms predictated for Monday and Tuesday some may be rough, will have to batten down the hatches. I really need to get rid of some junk. Number 62 coming up Monday may have to go out for lunch.

Feeling Alright not feeling to bad myself

It's probably not what your supposed to want but I have always hoped no one would read this until it was time and so far I think I'm OK. So many things going on really messing with my mind headaches I knew were my cancer spreading were a light concussion, constant loose bowel movements I knew were cncer spreading to my intestines turned out to be my diet. My colonoscopy turned out to be clean. So I need to really move towards the future. Living on a boat you have to be aware of sounds and movement. Sitting in my easy chair watching tv I heard a strange noise, I imediatly knew it was a water leak and opened up the access to the generator and water lines found the leak and repaired it. I need to quit using dock water and use my fresh water tank. It feels so good to know I am OK for now!

Another Saturday Survived

Fun time last night with Karaoke on the dock just a few to many beers. Tomorrow wont be much fun preparing for colonoscopy. I am really worried about this one. My symptoms aren't a good sign. Not sure what I will do if it turns out like I think. I think I will try to get ahold of Greg and Kat and see if he will help me with my engines. Think I need to get it ready. Have to go by Kroger before work for boullion.