Lost in the Ozone Again

Rough week but the weekend with Sammi was worth it. I know the reasons I keep fighting but sometimes I need help and no one there. Well we all make our lives for the greatest part and I know I have not been the best companion in a relationship but I love my kids and friends. Hoping the DC trip is a great as it can be.

Hate Goodbyes

Great time in Memphis played golf like a goat smells. Music, food, drink and company couldn't have been any better. It was so good to see Matt and hang out. Beale Street is on my top ten list.
Chemo yesterday sucked and my head is killing me today. Well I just keep staggering forward.

Come Monday

This week was strange felt great Tuesday after my big hit on Monday and Thursday wiped me out. This weekend to recover and come Monday start all over again. What would it be like to just quit? Sammi and I are gonna party till we drop tonight and Thursday Matt this is why I even try. Sam's 6th grade oreintation on Tuesday that should be interesting.

Some Days are Diamonds some Days are Stones

Feel better today got to sleep in until 5:30 tomorrow is laundry day and I will sleep in again. The golf/Beale street trip is getting closer and I can't wait. Really ready to find a new boat. Wonder what it would be like to be retired?

Shitty day in Paradise

Feel like crap chemo sucks and lying down in my pump for two hours is a drag. The no frills hangover is getting old. Tonight is Friday night and I am glad. Work tomorrow but that's ok. I hope tomorrow is good.

Well haven't been on for quiete a while. New tumors, new medical bills and I am getting tired of chemo twice a week. Meeting my son in Memphis for some r&r will be nice then his wedding in October.
Don't know where to go for #60 in January but hope to be somewhat warm. Wondering if fighting this crap is worth it sometimes I feel like hell most of the time but I just don't knkow how to give up.