Flash Backs

I have had a few loves in my life from my early years to the gray haired days. Mary Lane, Sunni, FaFa, Elaine and Joy were my growing years. When I first met Sue she wasn't impressed with me at all and it drove me crazy. She was and is my soul mate. Christy a crazy ass red neck, someone that had never seen life or what was possible. She is a true friend, though she lets people and emotions lead her away. How do you describe your children? Both of mine are unbelievable,so different but they hold my heart forever. My son Matt just ask anyone, he had to take after his mom to be what he is and Sam, well she does take after me more than is good. Sam is a lover, a giver and true stinker. Matt is amazing smart and down to earth, my favorite golf partner and they are both the memories I want flashing for my last thoughts.

Christmas Eve

I have had headaches for a week now. They aren't painfull just a constant pressure that won't quit. Sam is at her moms and I am alone, kind of depressing being alone after I thought I was spending it with them. Really looking forward to Texas next weekend. Dr appointment should be interesting Thursday. Well time to try to mask the headache.

My head hurts, my feet stink and I don't love

Well I have had a headache for two days, hoping it is nothing but afraid of what it could be. Maybe something simple like blood pressure. Looking forward to Christmas, going to DC and really looking forward to Th's wedding. Everything else is good need to lose weight and get starboard engine running but still OK. Learning some new songs and looking for excuses to play them. Later

Wow just another day

Keep wondering what i need to do to get to be a part of Katy and Matt's life. Going to send some kollaches hope it goes over well. Don't know why but I keep looking at survival rates and there is nothing on melanoma and yervoy, but I feel so good it's scary. Yes over weight and way out of shape but I feel good. Seeing a sunrise everyday and often ones that make memories is my focus it seems. Th is heading to maybe her first legal gay wedding and it's about damn time. Maybe people will realize that racisim is not just color,theology or sexual orientation. Oh well back to football Dallas won.